A change of perspective

I have just completed my second week of schooling in the UMUC doctoral program, and I feel like i live in another world. In addition to the incredible amount of reading and writing required, I am already anxious about the upcoming first paper (and shortly followed by the second paper).

I really enjoy the type of thinking we are doing, it is no longer transactional. Dealing with theory and conceptual frameworks is a new way of observing a situation that I find compelling and petrifying at the same time. That being said, I am very anxious as to how well I am truly grasping the deep concepts (right at the top of Bloom's taxonomy).

In addition to the reading, a large part of the class is online interaction (forums) with my fellow classmates. For the most part, I am very impressed, and sometimes intimidated, with my classmates. Some of them are able to read and see at a level I am (not yet) able to.